Ain't no more.

2010-06-06T22:11:00.000+08:00

Going on hiatus. Shouldn't be back online for the rest of the week.

Sayonara life :(

2010-06-04T15:50:00.000+08:00

Heymath muggaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. :o

2010-06-02T20:14:00.002+08:00

I've gotta get my stuff together.

Falling apart isn't really a good thing to be doing when you're supposed to be happily doing work that you know you can't finish no matter how hard you try. Looking at photos on facebook isn't helping either. Well at least I've finished watching Vampire Diaries. Though I'm totally thinking about it all the time. Zzz.

Apparently I'm not working hard enough. I'm not getting enough sleep either. Now that sucks. COME ON AND GIVE ME MOTIVATION CAUSE RIGHT NOW THERE'S NONE. And none means none. Zero zero zero. I've gotta stop spending too. Hmmm.

I'm lost. And maybe I don't wanna be found.

2010-05-31T22:52:00.002+08:00

Revolver Comp. tomorrow :o

Reality check:
1. Haven't started on homework (unless you count overdued ones then, yeah I've started!)
2. Freaking out over the lack of time
3. Not doing anything about 1 and 2
4. Obsessed with finishing Vampire Diaries

Yeah, that's my awesome life :) Wish me luck on my way to hell for not doing anything!

2010-05-30T17:57:00.002+08:00

Vampire Diaries make me feel like I'm in fairyland. Heh.

Hopefully it doesn't make me go off course from holiday homework. I just saw the heymath terrors. It's really terrifying. Sheesh. I shall try to work out a plan to finish all work in a week. Ultimately impossible but hey, who cares? :)

I can't do it, but yet I try.

2010-05-30T14:40:00.003+08:00

2010-05-30T14:40:00.000+08:00

2010-05-29T14:30:00.002+08:00

Can you believe what this is becoming?

Happy and stressed today! :/

Amanda and I spent super long in the shop in Simei choosing earpiece on Thursday. Hahaha. We resisted temptations and managed to not drink bubbletea, instead, we went for the oh-so (not) fattening KFC. Yumz. Popcorn chicken!

FRIDAY ;
Went to Ubin with my cousins and uncle and auntie. :) Had lotsa fun cycling and climbing over railings that were prohibited. Many many steep slopes and one definite solution to them : 1. See steep slope. 2. Get off the bike. 3. Push it up :D Hahaha. Zero energy to maintain my speed all the way up. The quarries there were really really pretty. Totally swimmable in. Too bad it was against the law and we were way too high up to jump down for a dip. Haha.

(Shall post the pictures another time!)

The whole journey was to look forward to ice kachang from the start hahaha. Had a really shiok lunch at the food court. Hokkien Mee + two cups of Ice Milo. Ultimate value meal man. LOL.

Hope to be able to go again soon. Going to my grandparent's house this evening. More family/cousin/relative bonding time :D

I need to start on my work really soon. I've only got about a week's time to finish everything! :O

2010-05-27T23:37:00.002+08:00

Sized UP.

School today was awesome. :)

Bio was a bore though. But Physics with IP Man and Mr Zheng, definitely owned. I totally cried when that old dude got beaten to death. And Mr Zheng was like "Aiyoh Kimberly don't cry. I lend you my shirt to wipe you tears want anot" Lol. Idiot. He's been a great entertainer and teacher anyway. So we'll totally miss him. :)

Got back results. Not very desirable but still acceptable for my stupid standard.

Catching after school was the highlight I'd say. Keith is a cheater. :) fun fun fun fun fun. We should play it again soon. YiHeng can continue not cheating and running about :D

Off to sleep now. Happy Birthday Yixuan. No bike once again I shall remind you!

2010-05-26T16:11:00.004+08:00

Paint it.

Phew. Now for a nap :)

2010-05-25T23:06:00.002+08:00

I don't need a parachute, baby if I've got you.

Hmmm, Ling's posted the pictures for Sentosa on facebook already. Not really feeling well so I shan't waste my sleeping time posting the pictures today. Though they're really retarded/nice/unglam/lovely. :)

GEMS thing today. Quite screwed, our booth. Last minute tomato throwing and whacked out painting :) 150 x2 worksheets which no one bothered to do! Free marker pens and sweets <3 Indulgence ttm. Pretty fun slacking in the hall as a whole I'd say. Catching with 3F people was totally fun. Think I was just in a state of ultra unglamness. :/

Home with Amanda, as usual - bubbletea. She was psychotic and bought 2 cups of Oreo Crush. SHE DRINKS TWICE AS FAST AS ME. Time taken for me to finish 1 cup = Time taken for Amanda to finish 2 cups. Crazy or crazy?! She intends to ban herself for 2 weeks. I'm betting she can't :) And if I'm not wrong, PEOPLE STILL OWE ME BUBBLETEA. 2 people actually HAHA!

Just finished the training schedule (PHEW). So I'm gonna send it to Miss Fadhzila soon. Hopefully she doesn't find anything wrong with it cause it just sucks to know that you've not done it well. Hmmm.

Feeling absolutely skeptical about everything. Everything and anything in fact. I'm doubting the littlest things that happen or occur in front of me right now. Why? :O

I shall not be sick and see the doctor tomorrow. MC or not?

2010-05-24T16:48:00.003+08:00

Supz.

Back from camp yesterday. Gosh it was tiring. I shall just be an ass and list out what we did. Heh.

DAY ONE ;

NDP Training killed the joy. Was late but apparently the CIs didn't really bother. It was quite a fun training I'd say. They let us do the stuff in the shade and it ended quite early. Daddy fetched Lixin and I home and bought McChicken and apple pie. Which stayed nicely in my bag all the way till 12 plus at night. Whoops.

Came back in time for dinner and I survived the whole of the next day on a piece of potato and chicken. Hurray. Taught the juniors the camp cheers. Which was very much of an epic failure with MeiTing being ABSOLUTELY TONE DEAF! Laughs! (And together we'll sing the sweet old #$!@#%$ skip skip #@$!#@%$! on moonlight bay!) Hahahaha. Then the juniors did payback all the way till 11plus.

Can't really remember much that happened. Sec 1s and 2s had debrief and supper and went to bathe. Stoned stoned. Killed big big cockroaches. Waited for the rest to bathe finish while the five of us did the night games stuff and talked to Wanling Ma'am.

Waited waited waited. Waited till 12 plus. Ate the McChicken and apple pie. Finally managed to go bathe at 12.45. Pissed off but got over it. Polished boots in 4 minutes. Wanling Ma'am stole some shoes and a flag. Hahaha. Hilarious. Slept at 2 plus.

DAY TWO ;

Woke up at 5 plus and went to wash up. Prepared for morning PT at 6. Pumping, crunches, jumping jack, running. While the rest prepared for breakfast, Lixin and I went to prepare for NDP once again. NDP NDP NDP NDP all the way till 6 plus in the evening. Tiring.

Came back for campfire. Epic failure. No highness and no enthusiasm :( SAD. Plus we were all too lethargic to go high! Prepared for night games and then we started off!

Amanda and MeiTing as the ghosts. MeiTing, fail. Plan : Crawl to scare the people at my station. Action : Crawled and hit the dusbin = bursts out laughing. Hahahaha. Failed ghost lah MeiTing! Realised that my station wasn't actually very scary. Very hot hot hot! Wore the mask in the end cause Yingling and I realised it wasn't scary enough. Hmmm. Pissed off at some juniors. "So boring!" "If you all really think it was so boring, please go back to NP Room now. You can just stop playing."

Ugh, do they really think it was easy?!

Night games ended. Sec1s and 2s had debrief supper and bathing time after that. Had debrief with RaySeen Ma'am and then we went off to bathe at 1 plus. Tired lethargic and energyless. RaySeen Ma'am ordered Macs for us upon request. Gosh IT WAS DAMN SHIOK. Fries and ice milo = heavenly :D

Slept at 2 plus once again. Crapped with Amanda abit before that. :) Complaining about hair not drying and tying our hair in the middle of the night hahaha.

DAY THREE ;

Ultra relieved that there was no NDP. :) :) :) Woke up at 6 plus. Morning PT once again. Breakfast where we all camped outside NP room eating biscuits. Heh. Helped Amanda and YingLing with the Sec1s drills. Quite boring cause they only knew how to do a few drills. Turn turn turn turn. Lol. Ended at 10.30. Then we had games. Captain's Ball with a laohong ball. Sigh kids nowadays are so desperate for it. Hahaha. Went down to the Netball court to play. GROUP 52 ftw!

Lunch lunch. Camped in the bunks this time round and ate all the canned food while discussing the Best Group/Camper and Most Improved Camper. :)

Area cleaning. WHOOHOO. Burnt a big black hole in the grass. Campfire. Washed the zinc plates and got totally wet. Fun fun still. Did squad debrief and unit debrief and prize presentation and HOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

9people + more than 10 bags in a 7seater car is .... POSSIBLE. Amanda's mother proved just that. She fetched us to Simei where we all indulged in bubbletea HAHA. Oreo Crush! :D

Daddy fetched me home and I went to sleep after I bathed. Woke up to go out for dinner at Grand Copthrone Hotel. Shiok, but I had no appetite and no energy. And no interests in the seafood! Sad :(

Went home, waited for Yixuan to come pass gift and then SLEPT AGAIN. LOL.

Didn't go to school today. Sick + overly tired.

Shall go nap till 5.30 and then bathe. :D Pictures another day! Phew.

2010-05-17T22:42:00.003+08:00

Chinese is awesome totally awesome. Best subject in the world yay.

Results so far were expected/disappointing/no emotions. Sigh sigh.

Tomorrow:
1. NP day :(
2. SS mass going through and giving out of papers
3. Sitting on the floor the very niang way
4. Chemistry (OMG I HAVEN'T DONE ALOT OF WORKSHEETS!)
5. English Paper 1?
6. Biology

Ah! Life's great when you want it to be. Pui.

160510 Ling's Birthday :)

Shall wait for Ling to post the rest :) Nightz.

2010-05-16T21:37:00.002+08:00

When you don't want things to get better, it just does. When you want things to get better, it just doesn't. Now why doesn't the world just stop spinning round. Where's the enjoyment of a split second of joy anywhere to be seen. Sigh x239058509123748912573415894790348093419034583098172493824723894237928472308947893756

2010-05-14T09:42:00.002+08:00

Hello world.

MYE's over. Academic stress good bye. CCA stress hello. Life's great.

1B outing yesterday didn't feel quite right without those who didn't go. But it was still fun walking in the crazy rain to East Coast/playing in the rain/picking shells - which WeiHong smartly left on the beach/SKIPPING STONES/building tunnels and mountains of sand/lying there with HuiZhen talking about life/failed volleyball/crazy captain's ball/eating loads of chips/laughing insanely at the littlest things to destress/chasing away birds/feeding the birds/SPOON/food court at Tampines and home :)

Eventful day for a rainy day.

No pictures cause my phone's still not collected from GO yet. Sad life. I've got NDP training today which really sucks alot. I'm aching all over from throwing a million stones!!!!!

Alrighty. Shall stop spamming My First Kiss. Hahaha. :) Ke$ha ftw.

2010-05-08T22:06:00.002+08:00

Like there's no sunrise.

Hmmm, my life has is was ~~will be~~ boring. Other than (literally) studying into the nights and waking up way too early to do so, I've really had not much of a life. Not exactly looking forward to after exams sheesh. CCA and everything. Stressing much.

Only at the very vulnerable times, when you feel like you're just gonna start beating the crap out of yourself and dying, you realize how important the people around you are. And by that, I don't just mean family like any other cliched thing. I mean friends. And by that, I don't just mean any person you walk up to and say HI.

It's those people whom you can walk up to and start crying, not expecting them to push you away but instead they embrace you and understand everything just like they can read your minds. These people have been there for me. All the time and I totally appreciate it. I'd spend my whole day with them without even thinking that I did. Times like those are times that I wish will and would never end.

Friends ftw ♥

2010-05-07T22:26:00.000+08:00

Wooh, GOODBYE AMATH SS AND ENGLISH. Screwed all but hey, HECK.

I've lost interest in blogging even if so much has happened. Have I become a total psycho mugger :O I wanna/needa study my Chem by tonight! Oh but my no-lifeness will never reach the stage of people like the mosquito. POST ABOUT STALIN ON FACEBOOK. What the heck you social reject! Heh heh heh.

Friends ftw ♥

2010-04-30T23:21:00.000+08:00

Congratulate me for having the most life in the world thanks thanks :)

Social Studies ftw. Psycho. I will mug non-stop. Go away computer.

2010-04-24T20:22:00.003+08:00

Picturez. :)

:D Don't you just love Barbie. Whoops, I mean Yi Heng and Desmond!

2010-04-24T18:02:00.002+08:00

AH RIPPING BARBIE IS FUN :)

Bio test was alright. Ryan: "WTF WHERE GOT PEOPLE IN TEST USE PHONE AND LISTEN TO MUSIC ONE?!" Heh heh, me me here here!

Currently slacking, which I should be doing. Oral was epic fail but seriously, I'm always damn noob in oral I can admit that. Chinese in fact. Gosh, failure~

Uploading delayed pictures :D

2010-04-21T22:17:00.004+08:00

Emo now. I have no idea why. Somebody tore my gonghan. Almost in two. Sucka. Thank god I was too emo to start swearing. Bitch.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA!

Might continue the rest in another post. Packing bag~

2010-04-19T22:58:00.003+08:00

Shared so many secrets with those around me these few days.

My killing dream, my ______ __ dreams and a hell lotta other random stuff. Made me feel better that I told, not because I boasted, but just because I know the secrets are safe with people like them. Appreciate all the company from friends and all the encouragements through my awesome emo nights. Which is practically every night for that matter.

Thus, I shall work hard and not let these AWESOME people down and waste their encouraging efforts on someone whom is destined to fail. :)

I never told them before, I want them to be safe with you guys.

2010-04-14T23:19:00.002+08:00

I will confirm screw up Amath tomorrow. 100percent guarantee plus chop and stamp and sticker. Didn't even study. Can't get hold of what in the world they're talking about and just feel so tired tomorrow. I might just fall ill in the morning and not go to school. Best.

Chinese was just damn dumb, stupid compo and letter writing was like some crazy heck of a brain cell roller coaster. Time management blahblah. Hao Gong Ming and Zhi Wei. Got chased off to dental and skipped the whole of History. Apparently Mr Yeow isn't giving the test back anytime soon. :(

PE almost killed me. Jumped for the first time for SBJ and just as I landed, my heart had this crazily whack wrenching pain. Like I was gonna die on the spot. Continued and did the second time before totally and almost collapsing on the floor. People thought I was hyperventilating. Was I? Breathe breathe breathe breathe.

Amath please don't die on me. I'll read you tomorrow so please don't die on me please please. I can't afford to fail/just pass another test. Don't need a sucky mark thankyouverymuch. :(

Been sleeping really late these few days and I'll try to make it a point to start sleeping early so that I'll wake up early.

2010-04-13T23:54:00.002+08:00

So true.

Screwed up Physics test today. Whoopee, all hail friction and it's dumb opposing motion.

Been slacking my life away and wasting money on bubbletea. Two weeks ban begins now :) Shall listen during amath, not do other stuff in class and try to listen to the world's boringest teachers. The joy. How exhilarating.

POP this friday. Speech :/ sleep.

2010-04-12T23:06:00.002+08:00

Hmmm, school has been fine so far.

Got back Chinese test! My first A1 ever heh heh. Just nice A1 only, but still! :D

Physics test can screw off. Cause I'm going to screw that up. :( Ty, to all those who've helped me loads for this too. :)

Shall go back to memorizing. Ugh, sad. Tired.

2010-04-11T20:16:00.002+08:00

I do try, but as this thing says, it gets boring! :)

Hmmm, feel depressed over myself. I ain't putting in the effort I'm supposed to be putting in. I regret but I don't repent. I lament yet I don't change. What's the world becoming. Or more specifically, what's becoming of me. Keep saying I'll fail this and that and that and this. And still, I don't change and I'm still complaining here. Whoosh.

I'll try to listen in class.
I'll try not to sleep.
I'll ~~try~~ not to talk in class. (Oh now here's something I don't have to try to achieve)
I'll buck up.
I'll complete my work on time.
I'll slack less.
I'll promise.
I'll keep these promises.

2010-04-11T15:15:00.003+08:00

NAPFA was good training was better. Ah, last training as a squad. Brings back tons of memories :(

Finished the Camp Schedule and it's a total relief. Bought the presents for the seniors already. Heh :) Nice names. Eric ftw. Old and ugly! NCC people were being spastic taking YongHui's shoes and socks. Behind piano, into lockers, behind pictures, under table, above the chicken rice stall, into the dustbin. Hahaha. Hilarious. Their banner is ugly. The lion is damn ugly. HAHA.

I think this term is sucking the life out of me. I'm so caught up with other random stuff, totally not putting any effort in school work. SS is failing on me and so is Physics now that I can't understand anything. Gosh. Screwed, I am.

Please help me gain the strength and ability to not fall asleep during SS. It's bloody hell 50% of my humanities. Screw. Shall continue doing my sad work.

2010-04-06T22:40:00.000+08:00

NAPFA TOMORROW. :(

TRAINING TOMORROW. :)

2010-04-06T22:19:00.002+08:00

I've been this confused.

MONDAY ;
Spent the whole afternoon at tuition and memorizing the words and cheng yu for common test. (PAID OFF!) Stressful sitting beside Equation Sigh since people like LYDIA had been shouting out whatever was on the note that they passed. Zzz.

TUESDAY ;
Felt that the memorizing totally helped. Either that or the front section was just peanuts. Cause I took 5 min, according to the inaccurate clock. Comprehension killed me of course. I took 40 min for the comprehension and still couldn't exactly have enough time to think rationally to answer. So they're all crappy answers. :) But I've got a good feeling about this test, fingers crossed. :)

Stayed back today to start on the Unit Camp Schedule. Only got to Friday, 5.15pm. LOL. Slow ttm. Went halfway to do the survey. Whattheheck kind of SURVEY requires you to use the calculator and THINK?! Totally un-surveylike. Hmph. Well tikamed through and chionged back.

Feeling tired today. Shall ignore Emath and do it tomorrow. Off to bed. Well, to lie on the bed.

2010-04-04T00:12:00.003+08:00

If I could have that dream again, I would set things right with you. No tears shed.
Cause right now it's hurting so badly, even for actions that don't exist in reality.
I regret.

2010-04-02T21:09:00.002+08:00

Had an awesome time with batch 4 people on Friday :) Discussed the POP performance and finalised it. Went to Tampines to slack and buy BBT lol. Ate alot of food. Fat.

Went to Nikon Mura at Tampines stadium with parents. Gosh the service sucks. Ordered a Mini Chocolate Waffle and they served a strawberry one. Then when they came back with the right one, we realised what they did. They just scooped out the strawberry ice cream and put in the chocolate one. Whattheheck?!

Chicken nut beef ftw! Hahaha.

TODAY ;
Caught Clash of the Titans with 3F people. Waste of time and money. Somehow the ending sucked. All they did, the climax was actually getting Medusa's head itself. Hmmm. Lame.

If you use it, I'll break it.

2010-04-02T11:51:00.001+08:00

Epic.

2010-04-02T10:52:00.002+08:00

Disappearing in the dust, is what appears to occur on a daily basis.

Oh My Gosh is such an awesome song. Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh my gosh.

Meeting up with Batch 4 people to discuss our parody song thingy. Hopefully there's only 20% digression and 80% work instead of the other way round. :( Lots of work to do and things to study for.

Yay, I'm deemed the worst person in the class by a bunch of people whom I'm not even close to. Chaobin and non-living things ftw :) Say whatever and I'll do whatever.

2010-03-28T16:49:00.003+08:00

CIP yesterday was pretty entertaining. Of course not the ushering part, now that was plain boring. Played at the ultra big spiderweb thingy while the NCC guys played taiti with their contract thing as a support. And of course, it did drop down along with many many cards. Hahaha. Stupid.

History Common Test and Chem Equations Test and ting xie :( No mood to study lah. Fries, yumz.

2010-03-27T10:38:00.002+08:00

And I will.

Satisfied with what I got even if it wasn't what I wanted. Congrats to all those who got what they wanted and for those who didn't, 加油 and don't be dejected. Smilez. :)

Earth Hour in school yesterday. Laughs. Waiting for a gush of wind and then turning to face the window, fanning ourselves with everything we could get our hands on and totally non-stop complaints. Awesome school we've got. (Pssss, they wanna save money and gain publicity only! Hahaha.) Appeared in CNA rubbishzzzzzzzz.

Having CIP later. Ushering at the other end of the country. All hail YMCA.

2010-03-24T21:35:00.002+08:00

OHNO WE'RE GOING TO KNOW THE POSTS THIS FRIDAY!
SHOCK SURPRISE DIE!

Oh no, I think I was supposed to go for tuition. Heck it.

1. Hating my seat more than ever now.
2. Need to find my cable.
3. Need to do Emath. But not really interested.
4. I'm bored. (As usual)

This is awesome:
K! says (9:42 PM):
*BUT the turning point is that we're NOT in the same group :)
YIXUAN says (9:44 PM):
*thus, calculate the x and y intercept and ultimately sketch a graph to solve the line _ _ _x + _ _ _ _ = SIGH

(Censored name for a purpose.) HAHAHA funniest thing I've heard today :)

2010-03-21T12:17:00.002+08:00

Mega hug :(

Left with 公函, which I've got no ideas for, Amath, which I totally can't do, Physics, which I'm totally clueless about and some random Bio questions. Heck?

Smarter than smarts.

2010-03-19T20:27:00.002+08:00

Drama-mama today. Tears, joy, anticlimax, nerves. Link? Interview and issues.

Spent a whole day having lectures in the classroom. Actually I couldn't register anything. But managed to pass and so thank goodness, the whole squad has become NCOs. After interview, some came out joyful, some came out in tears. Stressful ttm.

Cmon, AHNPBATCHFOUR! This ain't the time to give up. Instead, let's be optimistic and wish for the best for all of us in the squad. Loves. :)

Still left with Amath, Physics, Chinese, English, ... , oh the terror. Motivate me to do work aye?

I like my adidas shoebag, it's chio.

2010-03-17T22:19:00.002+08:00

Wow, camp's over. :) Missing every minute of it right now. Regretz. Lol.

First day was a horror. Bored like crap. Totally nothing to do. Slacking like crazy. Shan't talk too much about the camp. I'll get bored typing lol. Many things happened happy sad bored slack sian suan. Lol.

Shall go get the photos when they're up. Tired now. Milo ftw. Those who owe me money please pay me :)

Ellen just said something that didn't make sense hmm. Ryan Seacrest is awesomely funny.

I sound like I've no life. How.

2010-03-13T23:17:00.002+08:00

Neigh. Lol.

Not packed for camp yet. Shirts and socks and poncho scattered on the bed. Bag still stuffed with books, whoopsie.

Managed to complete Bio TYS and some parts of the WS. At least I'm somewhere. Tomorrow won't be going out so all I can hope for is my concentration to be at 100%. Otherwise, I'll just jump off the building at the rate I'm going. I'd never finish all the homework :O English, Chinese, Amath, Phy, Bio, Hist ... ? Booz. I want an unlimited supply of Milo please. It'd be sweet if someone delivered Milo everyday. I'd just get addicted HEH.

Strive and achieve? Not so sure now.

There's a ghost show showing on Channel 8 or something. It's making weird and freaky sounds. Fag.

2010-03-13T15:49:00.002+08:00

6 March, the much delayed post heh :)

Went to YMCA to bake fruit tarts for the old people. Stupid aunties snatching our work. Ewww.

And they were desperate for SMU balloons. Tsk tsk, no lifez.

Gah, school yesterday was boring. The giving of results was done so informally /: Mdm Ho and her icecream floats?! Oh well, so far so good, hope to maintain standard throughout the year. :O

Muster Parade yesterday, ATC and Marksman badge! Though I don't think I know how to pin them up. Hmmm. And the worse part is that interview is on Friday O_O Sheesh!

MrYeow : Eh, who haven't hand in the file! Faster hand in now!
-No reply-
MrYeow : Last chance ah.
-No reply-
MrYeow : So I assume is my counting error ah. If I counted wrongly then I treat you all drink.
Class : What drink? What drink?
MrYeow : Kapui.

The next day he walks in with two big cartons of this:

Hahaha, immediate applause from the whole class. At least he was true to his words :) Awesome teacher.

Blah, Jocelyn vandalised this on Lydia's table. Hahaha.

Shall go bathe again to make my hair wet so that my hair won't be screwed later.

Ohyah, I FINALLY BOUGHT MY BAG heee. & a shoebag. Lol.

Bye.

2010-03-05T11:44:00.002+08:00

1. I should've gone to school today. The Bio test was easy.
2. I should've gone to school today. We'd do baton and rifle drills.
3. I should've gone to school today. I'm bored.

To overcome my boredom, I intended to study Bio. But up to now, I've done ... nothing :)

I really should've gone to school despite my dripping tap of a nose. Eeek. Felt awful last night though. Shag.

2010-03-03T22:13:00.002+08:00

Went to find Yuanteng yesterday. Caught up and talked alot of crap. Then we went to walk dog and fetch her brother. The dog was 324712058951237894612378416478231 times easier to take care of. :O

This is Yuanteng and her failed walking dog experience. Lousy neighbour! The dog almost fought with another dog scary! :O

Had our SED today :) Totally fun. Our group is like the best can hahaha. Total profit for the whole class is $406 :D kachingz. Not bad right. Sold off almost all the Campbell soup and sold ALL the garlic bread hee. Yum yum campbell soup.

Famous lines of the day:
"How much is the soup now?"
"Em, 70cents."
"Ohman, I should have bought it just now when it was 50cents!"
From the famous Auntie Andrew of course. Sucky garlic bread server tsk tsk tsk!

Laughed alot today. Had loads of fun :)

Awesome Hannah hahaha.

Shall go do work now :( Rifle and baton drills on Friday. Sheesh, polish boots much.

2010-02-28T22:42:00.003+08:00

Every single shit is going wrong for me. Literally every single thing. Whatever.

I drew this all over ____'s table. ____? Is the person below :)

Magnification incase your eyesight phails you :)

Overall view of the picture :)

DON'T YOU GUYS JUST SPOT THE IMMEDIATE SIMILARITY?! (BIO STUDENTS FTW!)
I AM AWESOME, LYDIA! Oh, don't you just LOVE/ADORE me :)

Okay enough with the nonsense.
Friday's training was alright. Even though they said something about not-training-too-much-cause-the-competition's-tomorrow, they totally didn't carry that out. Yingling's head got whacked by the spar (ouch) and there was a HUMONGOUS bump. Scary ttm. (The next day her IQ dropped way low. She was talking alot of nonsense) Did twice (or once?) in the field before the lightning alert came up and Ma'am said: "I'd rather you all don't get struck by lightning." So we laboriously carried everything back to NP room. Where we realised the lightning alert was a total scam and carried on training outside NP room.

And since some people had to go off, Team 1 was reduced to a meager 4 people. We did bashah and finished it in a record time of 12.58min! Sir was being kinda lame and his reactions are very boomz.

"Eh? Where's Jacinth?"
"Er, she went back already."
"HUH?!?!?!?!" With the very very ?!?!?!??!?!??!?!^^?!?!?!?!?!?!?! face. LOL laugh like #$!%$#^!$%!@$%$$!!!

He was also very boliao taking a million random pictures of our unglamness. Ugh. The last round we did, the dowel pole poked through the poncho on top. Which made the whole thing wrong. Literally. (heh heh heh!)

Yesterday was the real thing and the weather was just as real. Hot and burning. The whole 12 minutes passed like zooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooom fast? Mallet was heavy like insanity. But with a few hits, it went in! :) Managed to help MeiTing peg and whooooosh, everything was done so quickly. Shiok! Flagstaff finished in 6 min plus AWESOME!

Initially I put three plasters. But my sweaty palms caused the first two the come off as soon as my hand came in contact with the pegs. Eww. Hansaplast is not good >:( But we were super happy when we finished everything! :) The sense of joy was overwhelming. And so was the heat. Sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat sweat!

Ohwell we did great and I'm happy about it.

Went studying with MeiTing and Ling today :) Stupid MeiTing almost cancelled cause she was broke! Idiotic. Called me again at 10plus (when I was sleeping again) and said her dad miraculously gave her some money. Idiot idiot! Stayed there till 8 and took bus home. They two of them left at about 6.30. So I was there alone for about an hour plus? Felt super emo. Eeek.

Liling, mine, MeiTing

They left me this before they left -.-

Quite productive but I didn't feel that I learnt anything. Considering I was totally unfocused due to last night. No elaboration. Emo emo this weekend. This coming week's gonna suck for me. Like really really suck.

Sheesh.

2010-02-24T20:24:00.002+08:00

Haven't blogged for a long while, or maybe not.

MeiTing's birthday on Monday. Managed to get everyone (almost) to ignore her, surprising her by pouring water all over her after training. Worked out totally awesome :D Happy Belated Birthday!

Disappointing result for Bio test. Not understanding anything about the new chapter. Mdm Ho's going way way way too fast to catch any balls or even ball. Ugh.

Reading Percy Jackson seems much more interesting than watching the movie. It's funny cause he's absolutely sarcastic :) Awesome hahaha!

SEL yesterday was super fun. Hannah and her handphone with 'hidden explosives, satellite, bomb' ?!?!?! And the oh so fun hula hoop game which got MeiYi falling ~~for~~ on me. Hahaha. Hurts like crapz. :(

Mdm Ho threw the hula hoop on our group's combination :(

Mine's the happy red cup :) Cute ttm.

Shall do work later :) Slack first. Emath test was doable anyway. Read Percy Jackson! Eat! Sleep!

2010-02-20T14:39:00.003+08:00

Woke up aching all over and just couldn't pull myself out of bed. Supposed to study with Ling and MeiTing, but all hail the evil MeiTing didn't check her phone so in the end we didn't go. So I'm going visiting today :D

Hope to be able to win back my eight bucks. And more hohoho. Blah, I'm bored now. :/

2010-02-19T22:01:00.003+08:00

From Brandon and Jocelyn respectively :)

Sad sad sad day today. Happy in the day. Sad during CCA. Sad sad sad. Gosh I don't make sense /:

Took pictures of the awesome colours of the solutions during Bio Lab.

Ah, doing alright academically but substantially deteriorating CCA-wise. Why so why so. The new HO came today. Watched over us training for Campcraft Comp. Flagstaff was an epic phail. Screw the hard ground in the field. Screw the noob softball juniors who kept throwing balls at us, hitting me eventually on the back. Screw my thin-skinned hands. Screw screw.

Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day, studying with MeiTing and Ling tomorrow. Off to sleep, sleepyz.

Haven't talked to you in awhile.

2010-02-16T16:02:00.003+08:00

CNY Second day was random and not really interesting. Gambled, visited houses. Lost $20, won $12 back to pay my mother but haven't managed to claim back my $8 yet :(

Went to MrsLow's house just after Heather they all came over. Practically stayed there the whole time that Heather was at my house LOL. Watched LION DANCE :D Though it was kinda boring, the lion was kinda lying on the ground the whole time. _|_ I think there wasn't enough place to do anything fancy, so oh well.

I like playing cards. :) Around the table there were interesting players.

Amanda : The tencent player -.-
Daddy : Banker of the day (Winner by day, loser by night!)
Big Aunt : Silent winner
Darren : Boatman player HAHHA.
Teri : 50cent player
Me : Reckless player/better
Darryl : HUAT AH! Winner of the day and night.
Small Aunt : Duckie player. Lost alot of kachingz. Haha.

Fun ttm with cousins :)

2010-02-14T22:50:00.003+08:00

Day One of CNY went on pretty smoothly. Don't know why, but everyone really felt that there was no festive/CNY atmosphere this year. It just seemed like visiting for the sake of just doing so. Hmmm. Lost $4 by blackjack today :( Mood spoiler! Argh.

At about noon went over to my grandmother's house at SengKang. Then after collecting all the red packets, everyone settled down to start real gambling hahaha. ZhenJu is such an entertaining person to message throughout the day. Fun fun :) He emo, watched movie alone somemore hahaha.

Relatives would be coming over in the morning tomorrow. And I'd be going to visit tuition teacher tomorrow :) Hope to receive more red packets & to win more kachingz $$$ :D

Picturez for Day One:

Hope to take more tomorrow :D

How am I supposed to finish studying for Bio and doing all my homework?! :(

2010-02-13T23:30:00.002+08:00

Came back from reunion dinner awhile ago. Fun fun fun :) Nice food + awesome atmosphere + playing after dinner = great reunion dinner!

Random pictures from CNY celebrations & playing downstairs just now.

My nails are of an awesome shade of purple! Chio-ness. Busy replying CNY / Valentine's replies lol. Nightz and

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR &
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY &
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SARAH & JOEL CHEW! :)

Happy as a lark. Cliched.

2010-02-13T13:32:00.000+08:00

CNY Celebrations! :)

Shucks, I just look awkward :(

Heh, my favourite :) Cause I look nice HOHOHO. Beady eyes though :(

The celebration was alright. It was nice to see what everyone would choose to wear to school. Loads of slutty outfits which totally threw the restrictions out the windows. And a handful of non participating people who wore school uniform. I actually took out my new year clothes to wear! :(

Ohwellz, received lots of food as Valentine's Day gifts. My phone just doesn't want to connect to this computer so I can't post those for now. Got 4 lollipops. Hahaha. Sweet tooth much. Thanks MeiTing for the handmade chocolate cornflakes yup :) And thanks to all who spent the time preparing the gifts even if it was just a minute of your time! Much much appreciated :)

The rose that Brandon gave me is dying. Heart breaks. :( Ever first Valentine's rose.

Spent an hour after the CNY celebrations at the busstop sitting there stoning while waiting for Jasmine to reach Tanah Merah. Saw this handsome navy (?) guy helping this ahma take the trolley down the stairs, (L) sweet :)

After she reached we train-ed to PasirRis and took bus to central to get her contacts lol. She tore one side so she was just wearing one = half blind, literally. Hahaha. Met up with some 6C guys outside WSPS. Couldn't go in and were enjoying seeing people who walked in get rejected and chased out. Wenxi and some other people came out, finally, cause they sneaked in apparently lol.

After super long decided to go to Loyang point macs to eat. Jasmine pangseh and went for her dinner with her class. :( So anyway, from 2 plus all the way till 4 plus while we ate, we told 'sob stories' (according to Renda) and the question 'So where we going now?' kept popping out wiht no answer at all.

Finally decided to go to the playground near my house. Gosh, as Wenxi said, relived our childhood with games like 海南鸡饭 ; JingMin : LAN! LOL ; Egypt version of 7-up ; We just really couldn't go pass 7 ; Marco Polo ; Hiding at the same spot for ages ; best of all, HEART ATTACK ; Got totally high and couldn't stop laughing at Desiree's sudden attacks, JingMin's unluckiness and hitting of the table hahaha.

Great day yesterday was. Apparently I fell asleep at the foot of my parent's bed and at 6am in the morning I woke up and crawled back to my room on my nice bed with nice aircon :)

Should I paint my short puny cute nails dark purple? :)

2010-02-10T21:34:00.002+08:00

Before :

After:

All I'd say is that: PANADOL AND WATER WORKS FOR REVIVING PLANTS! :)

:) Obsessed!

2010-02-10T18:41:00.002+08:00

Found these on facebook! (The Valentine's-roses-from-Brandon post :D and the noob MeiTing post is below kaye!)

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2010-02-10T18:33:00.000+08:00

From MeiTing's blog. (Ps, SHE'S A NEWBIE HEE)

'Walked back to school feeling quite high cuz AL, KT and i were playing this food game. Like we had to take turns to say a kind of food/drink that we were craving for. Then it became just random food/drink. I never knew it was 佛跳墙 and not 佛跳桥 xP "Buddha Jumps Over the Wall" and "Buddha Jumps Over the Bridge" ._. Woops.'

Hahahaha, Buddha jump over you lah MeiTing :)

2010-02-10T18:12:00.004+08:00

Decided not to be emo about the reunion dinner, as much as it was anywayz. Awesome food :)

HAPPY GIRLIE TODAY! Valentine's Day seriously rock! Hahaha. Lydia and I received our FIRST (EMO) flower for Valentine's. Thank you velli much Brandon Tan Jun Wei! Even though my flower is saggy now, it's still greatly appreciated! Ah, HAPPY HAPPY. :) It's currently standing on my table looking pretty in a glass vase and becoming straighter due to my panadol + water water. Heeez, ty Mrs Koh. Hahaha. It really helps! Smile smiles, roses!

This is how saggy it is. It was worse before the panadol + water water that I put in :)

PRETTY x100000000000000000000000000000000000000 Ty BRANDON! :D

After I've finished fantasizing at my rose, I think I'll start studying for Amath. My hand is pathetically plastered :( Please remind me I've got tuition tomorrow. Before I do something stupid like postpone my tuition for 4 times?!?!?!?!?!?!?! Zzzz. So bad to the teacher right! D:<>

2010-02-09T21:38:00.002+08:00

Mmmm, today was a random day. Nothing much happened. Felt emo in school. Left out but not left out. Just felt super extra at times so yeah.

Loving late night conversations with people who can make you laugh and smile no matter what they say (LYDAI, BRANDON, KLINSMANN!) :) Awesome conver we had last night is still etched in my mind.

'You mix with the WRONG COWS' 'Oh shit is CROWD!'

Hahaha. Hmmm, I'm considering writing Valentine Cards this year. But I'm really awful at writing such stuff so we'll see. :) Hopefully I'd come up with a wonderful idea for design of the cards so that they won't be just any ordinary Val'tines card.

Mock campcraft competition at Bedok South today. A little dumb and awfully retarded. Their poles looked like those in Harry Potter which you could ride on and stuffz ._. Flagstaff was praised on and it was the only perfect looking one among the girls team. Considering that there was only ONE OTHER flagstaff that was put up. Gosh, theirs was -> / that tilted. How can they even raise a flag like that. And worst one, Bedok South never pitch flagstaff before. Best.

Hopefully we'd get top 10 or something. But needa do the shelter and gadget faster. Pegged till I got this weird piercing pain blister. Ah, three plasters. Awesome.

Talk to me and stay the whole night :)

2010-02-08T22:01:00.004+08:00

Damn, I'm a mood swinger. Just expect, happy, sad, angry, happy, sad, angry.

Still ignoring those meant to be ignored. I don't really care if CNY is coming, screw my mood, screw yourself.

Physics test today was so-so. Got the answers but not sure whether they're correct so hopefully they are and I'd get full marks or something zzz. Tried to cheer myself up the whole day by doing the world number 1 favourite thing on Earth to do. Irritate those sitting next to me. :D Successfully did so. Hahahaha. Especially during Amath. LYDIA WHY YOU KNOW HOW TO DO! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! Whine and whine rightz. Who really cares about Alpha and Beta when you've got nice and yumz food to eat. Like Amath is so useless. Am I going to be counting what the shit alpha and beta is for the rest of my life? ._.

Dry shoot was absolutely stupid. Ping Yi guys were just weird and stoooooooooooooooooooooooopid. Anyway, I needa know what score is needed for Marksman! Determined to get marksman hmph. Apparently it's not 60 and above. So yeah. Hmmm.

Felt emo after dry shoot. Stood around while everyone else started picking mochi to buy. Then they said wanted to go 85 eat and I just said I wanna go home. Emo like shitzxzxz on the bus. Dk why but ugh. Champagne Grape IB is awesome. :)

Studying for chem is painstaking. As painstaking as a dagger through my heart.

2010-02-07T19:31:00.003+08:00

Spoke too soon.

Worst reunion dinner to date. Never felt any worse than this. Why can't they just be fair. Must everything really be my fault? Even if I did nothing, it's also my fault. Yeah, like as if I want to have someone like you in my life. Like as if I want to even be here. Nothing is my fault but all the blame comes to me eventually some way or another.

Fogging up my glasses just for the sake of covering my tears. Pathetic. Pathetic. Ultimately pathetic of me. I really just wanna break down and cry forever. Not that I would feel any better but I just want to cry. Cry for everything that's happened. Cry for everything that's going to happen.

Biased like hell. Every single shitty one of you. Have I really done something that I'm totally unaware of the make myself so detestable? Is it really me? Or is it just that you all hate the sight of me. Cause I just don't get it. Not a single bit of it.

You.
I just hate you. I really do. Do you really think you're that awesome and that everyone likes you? Cause here's a hint, I hate you. As I said today, I really hate people who don't give a shit about studying but are still in that school, maybe even liked by people. Don't get me wrong I ain't a frigging nerd. But I really can't stand your ignorance a single bit. You steal, you lie, you're a born crook. A very crooked crook in fact. You never learn your lesson and you never repent. You don't care about anyone other than yourself cause your head is obviously too big to handle anyone else huh. Why can't you just learn that people don't you like. Okay, maybe I'm the only one who hates you and maybe everyone just loves your wayward ways and your lies. But just know that I'll never like it and I'll never appreciate what you do.

You.
Just because they favour you, doesn't mean everyone else does so. Cause note this, I don't. Just cause you're the eldest among us, doesn't give you the fecking right to scold us and boss us around. Really, what is it that you do that makes everyone like you so damn much. I know she loves you to bits and you never fail to be right in their eyes. But really, you're really not always right. You don't 'own' me and I really detest the way you look down on everyone. You're like the almighty in your eyes and in everyone else's but definitely not mine.

You.
You're really just so biased. So so so biased. Why do you even bother having so many when you don't even care about anyone other than him. Really, just kill me and be done with it. If you hate me that much, why bother. I'm just like a ghost beside him. Always invisible, always incomparable, always wrong, always worse, always and forever never able to match up with him. Why so. Why so. One minute you say Go to hell. The next, Come come come try this. What's with the two face treatment. I don't deserve it. I really don't. So why must you really treat me this way. Like as if I've never done anything to make you proud. Like as if I'm failing so badly I'm really pathetic. Like as if I'm ever worse than them in any way. Like as if they're better than me academically or athletically or even socially. So what the heck is with this treatment of yours man. What the heck. The warm welcome you provide for him everytime he comes home, will be something I will never be able to receive from you. The time and effort you put in to cook a meal just because he says he's hungry, will be something I will never be able to receive from you. The way you show your love for him, will definitely be something I will never get. Never and forever.

I'm not done with this, I'm really not done. One day I'll show you. One day I'll show you all.

2010-02-07T17:41:00.002+08:00

Happy girl today, emoness is gone :)

Went to Expo to study with Ling and MeiTing :) Fun fun. Plus it was absolutely productive: Did finish history, most of Bio TYS, Kinetic Particle Theory notes and finished all of Physics. Awesome, again again again again! :D First time eating Subway, felt damn suaku eeek. Yumz anyway!

I look sickly ho ho ho.

-

I wanna go study and study and study nerdy. Happy that I went out with them today. Finally a super productive study session, I wanna do it every week! Hahahaha. Obsessed. Sheesh.

Everything relates to you. Stop stop stop thinking about you.

2010-02-06T18:38:00.002+08:00

Invisible just came out so naturally from my mouth. Cause it's probably really what I am here. How do I even begin? It's just too big a feeling for me to even explain. I can't just explain how I feel right now with a few words. Not even a whole big chunk of words can do it.

Saddening day today. Rifle Comp was so demoralizing. Got bullseye but didn't win anything for group or individual category. Not sure if Staff Jacinth got it though. Her score was super high. But we were really hoping that we could get at least a third for our group. Oh well. Too little practice maybe? But it's all over aye. Shall do my best for Campcraft Comp now.

Got selected along with MeiTing, LiXin and Amanda for some leadership camp in AHS during the March Holidays. Wonder what's it about. It'd better be overnight camp. Otherwise, I would just die going to and fro school thrice?!

Studying with Ling and MeiTing tomorrow at Expo. Hopefully it'd work out. Really needa concentrate on my studies :( Shall go study now. Or maybe not.

A piece of glass, there but invisible, invisble but always there. Attempting positivity.

2010-02-04T20:12:00.002+08:00

Ho ho ho.

Just finished English Speech. Realised I forgot to bring back my History file to do the two more points. Realised I forgot to bring back my EMath file, in which I filed all the Inequalities worksheets. Smart. I've got Inequalities test tomorrow. GG. Thankgoodness for the EMath textbook though. Otherwise I really die :(

For me, today passed really quickly. Ling only came when recess started. LGL is really gl. She has issues. Everyone, just to rush off for recess, kept going : Yes. Yah. Yes. Yah. to practically everything she said or asked. What a sucker. ChemLab was passable. Did analysing of salts only. Slackish. Was just walking about and helping Mdm Hafizah give out the worksheets -.-

Try this out on your friends: How do you pronounce WASPS. Many answers you'd get would be WAH-PS/WAPS/WASPSPSPSPSPSPSPSPSPSPSPSPS. :) It's hilarious.

Andrew Nose should never try to pronounce banana. Cause it naturally would become BA-NEH-NEH for him HAHAHAHHAAHAHHAA.

Campcraft training felt slackish maybe cause it was short but ugh, my pegging timing was just not good at all :( Was super broke and kept begging for money. Hahhaa. Damn. Now I owe many people zzz.

Alright, I should start studying for Emath :) Muggy mugger.

Nothing beats that smile of yours.

2010-02-03T21:48:00.002+08:00

Lydia's IKEA-ish tiger! Cute ttm :D

Whoosh. Today passed alrightly. Maybe it's cause Wednesday is the slackest :) Rifle training was practically what I was looking forward to the most. But my highest is still damnit stuck at 37. Eww. What a lousy highest man.

Having someone as irritating as ZhouYiDi sitting behind is absolutely just intolerable. Talks to himself, thinks that the teacher is listening to his lame remarks, what more can you ask from a guy like him. He should seriously know when to shut the heck up man. Lydia all your faulttttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHA.

I'm one and a half hours behind time on my schedule. All thanks to Russian Revolution :( Jy to me now. Campcraft training tomorrow. I'm not bringing plasters. :)

2010-01-31T22:28:00.002+08:00

Initiation Day! :)

RETAIL THERAPY FTW! :) HOHOHO!
MeiTing - We'll go Cotton On shopping one dayzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. Hahahaha. Ultimate fans, we definitely are! :D

Went to Parkway to finish up CNY clothes shopping. Initially went there in search of This Fashion cause my mother claimed the This Fashion shop there was huge. So off my parents and I went to find the shop. But low and behold, it wasn't there. So I was like awfully disappointed. But thankfully there was COTTON ON :) :) :) SMILEZ. Altogether I bought:

Two pairs of sandals (TILLY THONGS HOHOHO)
Three skirts :) (SUKI/GINGER SKIRT!)
One pair of grey denim jeans
One huge grey belt lalala
Plasters

Altogether I think I spent like over $100 hahaha. Evilz. But extremely happy. I need to go Cotton On again. It's just so awesome!

Now to chiong SS and Campcraft research?!

2010-01-30T12:05:00.002+08:00

Would love to post Initiation Day photos. But I've got to chiong eat and stuffz. Going out to study with Lydia, Jocelyn and Ling :)

Well, was really stressed the night before Initiation Day. Worried that stuff might not work out well. Amanda and I kept checking and rechecking on whatever logistics needed.

Started off preparing the stuff and getting everyone familiarized with the stations. But the Sec One's talk lasted way too long. So we had to cancel out the Ice Breaking which was in a way a good thing. Cause it's way stupid! Anyway, was feeling kinda demoralized everytime Ray Seen Ma'am asked 'So what are you all doing now'. Worst part was that she kept asking and asking. Gosh, almost cried when she said about the parade square thing. Ugh. Horrible.

So the station masters stayed at their stations while Amanda and I chionged up to the class to start briefing and introduction. Hmmm, stressed once again cause Ma'am kept whispering stuff to me like 'What if they know each other and you put them in the same group?' Sheesh. Sort of ignored her because there wasn't much I could do. I couldn't possibly go about to every SecOne to ask, 'Hey do you know her, are you both from the same primary school?' That'll be dumb.

So Amanda and I managed to finish up briefing and let them settle down and start interaction and discussion.

When the games finally began, we were just like 'phew'. So we finally had time to slack and walk around. There were a few times where there were little problems but thankfully we managed to solve it. :)

Kept going to MeiTing's station to play with the cups and water. Drenched from head to toe hahaha. Played with the hose at Shannon's station too :D FUN.

Well shall just skip to the end. Winner was Staff Jacinth's group. Followed by Sgt QianYing and Staff Eunice's groups. Gave out prizes and after that was pressurized by ma'am once again. Finished up and went round the school to rip off the cluesticks and bonussticks. :)

Happy happy ending. Yumz, I got a lollipop. Shall post the pictures tonight or tomorrow or something. Byezzzz. :D

2010-01-27T23:29:00.002+08:00

Can't really remember what's been happening these few days. Too fast and gone too soon.
Roughly kaye,

Been doing the notice board
Did campcraft instead of rifle today :(
Screwing up alot of Sciences.
Not understanding during Chinese
Spent alot of money unknowingly
Feel sleepy after every bath
Need some comfort

Well that's about all. Of what I can remember wellz.

Need to buck up! :(

Siow Miao Yow Challenge thingy today. 3F drawed with two other classes at 4th haha. 10/20, we passed! Stupid questions like what's the names of the YOG mascots. We were like Merlie and Frasia, but no time to send in, would've been wrong anywayz. Hahaha.

By tomorrow we've gotta finish up Initiation Day stuff. Settle all the nitty gritty details and we're done! And I'm happy that I managed to redo and type out the Chinese presentation script to redo. My kiasu Singaporeans thing has NO LINK :(

Cheer me up like how you used to.

2010-01-24T11:20:00.002+08:00

K, no more emoness today. Feeling much much better, mentally and physically :)

Spent my morning and some of my afternoon time making my way to Presbyterian High School JUST for Air Rifle briefing. Roar. The only thing I like about their rifle range is that it's airconditioned. But, (there's always a but ain't there?) they share it with the table tennis people! Like wth?! It was hellish, super noisy.

Anywayz, we'll only have 20 shots for competition. :( Unlimited sighting shots though. Kinda useless if I can't shoot properly for the competition onez. Hopefully I don't let people down down down down down. SiHan was being retarded. She can't pronounce Presbyterian properly. (pre-his-be-tay-rian)

Today I shall just be rushing through homework. Hmm, weekends are supposed to be my escapade yaknow. And yet here I am doing homework and mugging like there's no tomorrow. Sheesh. Will post later or never.

2010-01-23T21:54:00.002+08:00

Such audacity of this level should've been stopped way back. But no one bothered to listen and also, no matter what, she doesn't change. This might be for no point at all but hey, it's what I feel. Which obviously no one cares or has ever cared about. As much as I want to believe that I don't pity myself, there are definitely moments of doubt. Moments when I myself don't know what to do or what to say. Or even how I should be feeling. She's never going to change. She never learns from her mistakes.

Being sucha bitch with sucha low level of intelligence, anyone would be conscious enough to think that she should change. But someone like her obviously doesn't. Her intelligence level is probably the minimal by now.

Don't need to tell me things like 'oh things are going to get better' or 'cheer up' or whatever shitzxzxz. Because I jolly well know it won't. People like her just DON'T CHANGE. I bet even if she ends up in a bad situation and people help her escape from it, she'll probably just do the same things all over to get herself into that situation again, thinking that everyone loves her too much to leave her dangling there. One day I'll find a way to prove her wrong and let her now that she's not all that lovable and perfect that everyone loves her.

'Female, single and available' wtf? I supposed you might be selling yourself? Stop acting like a whore. Don't make it a must to have a boyfriend, stop flirting and maybe just try not to be a bitch, you bitch. With people like you, relationships just don't work out.

You stick your nose so high up in the clouds and don't bother about anything or anyone beneath you. Just you wait. I might just step on your foot one day and you won't know who it is cause, the same as your nose and your whole bloody face, your pride keeps you sky high. I'll pop your little dream someday and let you finally learn that YOUR FRIGGING DREAMS DON'T FRIGGING EXIST. Period.

2010-01-21T22:00:00.002+08:00

SiHan gave me one of these today. My lovely unproportionate orange crane <3

I'd be touched if I received one each day. Would make me happy and contented with every look I take at it :)

2010-01-21T21:02:00.007+08:00

I hereby declare that half days ain't my kind of day.

Detested the car ride, needed help climbing four stories, felt incredulously sick before we went down for assembly, on the way to assembly threw up, went to lower sec block toilet, didn't go back to sit with the class during assembly, went back to class, did finish Bio TYS thingy, felt alright during Bio, then came English, felt horrible, went to the toilet to throw up again, then came History (woots Lydia so shuai!), felt alright and then we were released and I felt like crap all over again. It's like my sickness or whatever it is has mood swings -.-

Now it's like on and off when my stomach hurts like shitz. Thank goodness for the swop of lessons from Amath to History. And there's no Amath tomorrow either hurrah! Overall half days just really ain't my thing. Sucked throughout and is still sucking now.

Spent the whole afternoon with my beloved Amanda who withstood my whinyness and stupid shitzxzxz and complaints and rubbish and a hell lot of stuff. Did the logistics and felt like ultra aunties at Sheng Siong shopping for the stuff we needed for Initiation Day and despite choosing the stuff with the lowest prices, comparing here and there, we still overshot the budget, oh heck it.Trying to make up for lost time and attempting to do my work. Bio, Chem, Amath. Still needa polish boots and belt (?!?!?!?!?!?!?!). Maybe I'll polish in class hmmz.

Anyway, thanks to those who helped me through today. Otherwise, I would have died there and then. (Esp. Lydia and Amanda, seeing all my unglamness and whatever)

2010-01-20T19:35:00.004+08:00

I shall start off with something every AHS pupil should know of by now LOL.

This isn't even my updated schedule! :( Poor calendar.

Nice little long bean that I dissected in class todaye :)

Well, school and CCA life has been improving, I hope it's cause I'm planning them better to coordinate with each other. Hmmm. AMath test was alright. But I think I screwed EMath. Hopefully not to the FAIL extent :(

Had rifle training today after school. AWESOMEST!

Though my score wasn't very pleasing at all. 26, 10, 20. Altogether inclusive of regular 30 and converting the crunches into pumpings, I did exactly 99 today. It was super fun. I mean the shooting. Hahahha. Shall aim to improve by heap loads to avoid alot of pumpings next time :) Happy happy that I'm in rifle.

SiHan claims I'm a size-ist and an ugly-ist. I don't like fat people. Or ugly ones. HAHAHA. So you should be lucky I talk to you cause it proves you ain't fat or ugly :) Jokingz.

I'm spending the whole of my half day tomorrow with my lovely Amanda. Buying logistics for Initiation Day (OUR PROPOSAL WAS SUCCESSFULLY APPROVED, IT'S ABSOLUTELY FLAWLESS I TELL YA!) and confirming other random stuff. Half day is good. We should have monthly half days to let our brains rest :)

Shall be off to be a nerd (hey no, that's XiaoQuan HAHA) and do my CHEM BIO HIST. Awesomez.

2010-01-17T13:48:00.003+08:00

Kewl.

I'm in Air Rifle Comp and Campcraft Comp Team. How busy will I get. Really wanna take part but the big big huge dubious cloud above me is whether I'd be able to cope. Weekends would REALLY be my only heaven now. My blisters are recovering well and my bruises are less visible, no more popping out veins :)

Glad to be in the same team as Meiting, Amanda and YingLing. It's like some perfect match made in heaven that we're in the same team. But kinda sad for the rifle one. I don't even feel that I'm pei to be in the team eh. People who scored higher than me aren't in and I'm in. Feel really guilty and stuff like that?

Motivating myself to do the best I can in every aspect, CCA and school. Especially school :(

I wanted that interview thingy to be on Friday since they already told me. But apparently I got pushed till next week cause of the insufficient amount of time. Boohoo. One week of tension for me. What do I do? What do I say? Goshhhhhh.

2010-01-16T22:46:00.002+08:00

Found another :)
Bold what you like ;

1) Striped socks.
2) Winter vacation.
3) Minty breath.
4) Warm hands.
5) Sublime.
6) Proving people wrong.
7) Sketching.
8) Steel drums.
9) Tampons.
10) The Sims 2.
11) Kissing.
12) Backpacks.
13) Cloudy weather.
14) Picking out presents for people.
15) Kevin Flamme.
16) Boys.
17) Old movies.
18) Reminiscing.
19) Mario Party.
20) Orange juice.
21) Interesting people.
22) Late-night texting.
23) Cool teachers.
24) Levi jeans.
25) The city bus.
26) Cardigans.
27) Sneezing.
28) Drinking cold water.
29) Finding money in my pockets.
30) Making connections.
31) Books.
32) Bolding surveys.
33) A clean bedroom.
34) Collages.
35) Meeting people.
36) Comfortable positions.
37) Headphones.
38) Marathons.
39) Packing to go somewhere.
40) Mascara.
41) Daydreaming.
42) Possibilities.
43) Ramen.
44) Notepads.
45) Burt’s Bees.
46) Babysitting.
47) Actually getting homework done.
48) Feeling good about myself.
49) Complimenting people.
50) PostSecret.
51) Confiding in people.
52) Themed things.
53) T shirts.
54) Gentlemen.
55) Singing harmonies.
56) Being surprised.
57) New clothes.
58) Target.
59) Long eyelashes.
60) Bright Eyes.
61) Naps.
62) Nicely-dressed boys.
63) Barack Obama.
64) Tweezed eyebrows.
65) Inside jokes.
66) Eye-contact.
67) Acronyms.
68) Thinking.
69) Animals.
70) Collecting turtles.
71) Understanding.
72) Friendship bracelets.
73) Meaningful items.
74) Simon & Garfunkel.
75) Silly pictures.
76) Raspberries.
77) Not going to school.
78) Star Trek.
79) Reading blogs.
80) Showering away problems.
81) Worn-in shoes.
82) Paranormal televison shows.
83) Facebook chat.
84) Baked ziti.
85) Visiting my elementary school.
86) Soft blankets.
87) Big words.
88) Staying up late.
89) Second chances.
90) Piggy-back rides.
91) Saying words over and over until they sound really strange.
92) Surrealism.
93) The feeling of relief after going pee.
94) Home videos.
95) Unusual names.
96) Diving boards.
97) Smilies.
98) Cats.
99) Feeling better.
100) Considerate people.

Totally liking what I'm finding :) All too meaningful!

2010-01-16T21:47:00.004+08:00

Cute!

Positive picture for a change :)
Bold what you have, italicize what you want ;

1. A cell phone.
2. A hair straightener.
3. Your own computer.
4. Your own car.
5. Chanel/Dior/Gucci sunglasses.
6. A designer purse.
7. A boyfriend/girlfriend.
8. A curling iron.
9. Every Fall Out Boy CD.
10. Something from American Eagle.
11. Something from Hot Topic.
12. Something from Hollister.
13. Something from Abercrombie.
14. A pet.
15. Some type of trophy/award
16. Full/Queen-size bed.
17. King-size bed.
18. An iPod.
19. Something from a professional team.
20. Ever had more than $100 at a time.
21. Monster, Full Throttle, Amp, Red Bull, etc. in your fridge.
22. Something Green Day.
23. Xanga.
24. Myspace.
25. Makeup.
26. A desk in your room.
27. A hill in your backyard.
28. DDR.
29. A pair of skis.
31. A pair of skates
30. An alarm clock.
32. Rollerblades.
33. A treadmill.
34. Your own phone line.
35. AIM.
36. Yahoo!
37. MSN.
38. ICQ.
39. AOL.
40. Perfume/cologne.
41. Bath lotion.
42. Necklaces and bracelets.
43. A journal/diary.
44. Yogurt and peaches in your fridge.
45. X’s in your screen name.
46. A birthday in September.
47. A famous relative.
48. A relative in a different state.
49. A disowned relative.
50. A relative that lives in Florida.
51. Your own bathroom.
52. Your own band.
53. Any rock band shirts.
54. A guitar.
55. A hammock.
56. A basketball hoop.
57. A soccer net.
58. A bike.
59. An electric scooter.
60. A minivan.
61. A V.C. Andrews book.
62. A friend that does drugs/alcohol/smokes.
63. A locker at school.
64. A baby.
65. Sparkly blue nail polish.
66. A “Vote for Pedro” shirt.
67. The movie “40 Year Old Virgin”.
68. A promise ring.
69. A pool table.
70. A swimming pool/hot tub.
71. Trampoline.
72. Livejournal.
73. Flip flops.
74. Steve Madden shoes.
75. The Sims 2.
76. A ping pong table.
77. An air hockey table.
78. A basement.
79. Converse.
80. Construction paper.
81. Markers, crayons, etc..
82. Coloring books.
83. A nice singing voice.
84. GameCube.
85. Xbox.
86. Playstation.
87. PS3.
88. PSP.
89. Some type of disease.
90. Rose Red movie.
91. VCR/DVD player.
92. A mom or dad.
93. An older brother.
94. An older sister.
95. A younger brother.
96. A younger sister.
97. A sled.
98. A lake/pond/river/ocean near your house.
99. Friends who like you.

Amath is highly depressing, now did I mention that before? Hmmm. Finished all my homework cept that and Physics. Now shall go search for History stuff. Can someone (whom I want D:) please come talk to me online.

2010-01-16T13:02:00.002+08:00

If I could, I would catch my lovely dreams and put them all in a bottle,
Revisiting every wonderful one whenever I like.

Friday was ultimately depressing. Amath, Physics. Great. As much as I like Physics, Amath made it all too confusing. Weekends are my escape. Like totally true.

Today I intend to chiong all work. Tomorrow's tuition and a day to slack. If I finish my work that is. /: Amath, Physics, Emath, SS, History. Eeek.

2010-01-14T22:48:00.004+08:00

For that every spark in you, ignites the every cell in me.

Absolutely touched by the countless amount of tags :)
Finally finished the proposal today with Amanda. We are extremely hardworking OI/Cs HAHAHA. With lots of help from a few other lovely squadmates as well, of course! Relieved and totally and awesomely thankful that the ordeal is over. Hopefully the seniors find it too perfect so there won't be a need for a second draft :(

School has been stressing. I seem to be merely getting along day by day. Coping only with the help of LYDIAAAAAAAAAAAAAA, Jocelyn, Meiyi, Liling and OCASIONALLY, Gemonn hahaha. Things needa improve. The weekends' coming, time to mug. Tuition on Sunday. Sheeeeeeeesh.

Tag replies:

14 Jan 10, 21:43

klins: ya lor you so like that one tell you do this you do that so bad lor
Sureeeeee. -.-

14 Jan 10, 20:31

B ^^v: J's right ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^
Lol.

14 Jan 10, 16:57

LING!:D: :D

14 Jan 10, 16:57

LING!:D: I AM NOT SMART LAAAA PUHLEASE. haha. dont stress dont stress!

Smartypantsssssssssssssssss. :( You sit beside me give me stress loh. Hahhaha.

13 Jan 10, 22:26

J: :) :) :)

13 Jan 10, 22:25

J: Cheer up ha ha ha I'm super busy with cca stuffs too! Jiayou jiayou its just for another 4(?) months
Hahhaa, I guess. Sec three sucks lah >:(

13 Jan 10, 21:13

Brandon: No wonder

13 Jan 10, 21:13

Brandon: And hor i call you do work then hurry go sleep you go update blog

13 Jan 10, 21:12

Brandon: Poor liling. Anyway i wasnt horny. You say one. I only said red bull
1. You're still horny no matter what. Esp around the easily aroused HongYu. :)
2. I like to update and be emo ley CANNOT MEH :)

13 Jan 10, 21:09

klins: PREORDER #09 OPI NAIL POLISHES @ $11each many instocks!!! MUAHAHA
You obviously have too much time to type retarded stuff. Lame shitzzxzxzxz. Hahahhaa.

13 Jan 10, 18:40

AMANDA!: hello you. why you so emo siol ? :(
Which amanda is this.

13 Jan 10, 18:09

B ^^v: of course everyone needs love. : D
Lol.

2010-01-12T23:40:00.002+08:00

101st post. With a slighty positive edge. To make me slighty positively encouraged in a tiny way.

Really?

do you remember

2010-01-12T23:30:00.003+08:00

When nothing stood between and everyone was just purely friends and great friends for that matter.

100th post.

Depressed and totally emotional right now. It's been 31 minutes since Brandon Tan Jun Wei stopped his horniness and went to sleep, or did he? Spastic idiot who spams jiayou and is an awesome friend :) (insert your honour here)

Been thinking about it. How am I to cope with CCA matters and school work when now, all because of a single proposal, I'm totally freaking out. Just a face like this :( doesn't really tell how big my frown is right now. Like just the utter sadness I feel engulfs me. I might be acting tough, laughing, joking and just making a fool of myself perhaps. But deep inside, I know best. I know that things won't get better unless I really step it up and work like there's no tomorrow.

Stress. Joy. Sadness. Laughter. How superficial can these get. I've said to at least a dozen people today: I'm so stressed. I'm sure. Stressed once again is absolutely superficial like, it's just the very vague description of how I'm really feeling. Even the word vague itself is VAGUE. Someone who can understand it all.

Shall try to be slightly positive and try to complete the three minute presentation thing.

I won't ask for much, just for someone who cares. Nope this ain't being emo, it's all part and parcel of life.

2010-01-10T21:04:00.006+08:00

I think I'm spam posting. Hmph. But now that my phone is able to connect with the laptop, I'll just get all the photos in first :)

"Five at a go made no difference. Nothing lit up in my heart. "
This was how I spent my lonely New Year Countdown. Alone. Did I mention it was lonely?

Meiting - the emotional xD

Christmas :)

Teri's very HUGE Omnia II. :)

This is so awesomely cute :D

Goodbyes don't work anymore.

2010-01-10T20:21:00.000+08:00

2010-01-10T19:51:00.002+08:00

Think of the times I used to be able to do that. Think of the times I used to be able to do anything and everything I wanted. Not anymore. Aided when unneeded, ignored when in need. How contradicting and what a controversy.

2010-01-10T17:54:00.002+08:00

Pictures from Staff Jacinth's blog, ty :) Hope you don't mind.

Proud of myself right now for many reasons:

I managed to finish the three Amath questions without difficulty!
I managed to finish the Chemistry worksheet without difficulty!
I am looking forward to learning more of everything!
~~I ate hotdog!~~ xD

And I'm disappointed at myself for many reasons too:

I can't control my emotions when I need to.
I keep troubling others with my own troubles. (Sorry Brandon :( )
I keep getting bored and messaging random people when they're busy. (Sorry Brandon, Lydia, Ling, Gemonn :( )
I can't seem to get the fact that SECONDARY THREE IS FRIGGING IMPORTANT into my head.
I don't think I can juggle CCA and studies well.
I feel guilty for thinking that CCA proposals waste time when they are almost as important as studies, I think?
I feel guilty for quitting tuition. Even though I know it doesn't help.

And the list of disappointment will go on and on.

Feeling super emotional and exceptional high at random times this weekend. Emotional : when I think of all the troubles and rubbish that would fill me up with tremendous speed. :( High : when I managed to complete the homework with ease and when I successfully irritate some people :)

Hopefully this year will be better than what I'm predicting. Which nobody would want to hear.

I don't want us to split, neither do I want to maintain this kind of thing. I know we're close. But apparently not close enough. Hoping that this year and the next would be a chance for me to prove to all my friends out there that I'm actually worthy of befriending. I'm sorry that I'm irritating at times, or maybe all the times?! I'm sorry that I don't understand alot of stuff and have to trouble you guys. But I just want you all to know that I'm really glad that I've got you guys to spend time with, share jokes and just go crazy together.

I'm sorry and thankful all at the same time = :|

Especially Brandon ; Thanks for being there when I need someone to talk to :)

2010-01-09T11:07:00.002+08:00

Right, I guess Brandon's name has been up there for long enough :)

And also, this heap is dead. I think I'm only capable of blogging excessively during holidays, heh. Ohwell, first week of school has passed. Teachers are alright except for the GL Amath teacher. Thursdays are going to be hell crazy. Lessons end at 2.45 and the stupid timetable makes lessons that are torturous, altogether. Friday: Chem, Bio, Physics, Amath, History -.-

Can't really remember what I did this week. I know I went to Ling's house with Lydia and we two talked and talked into the fan to irritate her. :) But everything else was just CCA rounded. Cause the showcase was yesterday. I'm super glad that we managed to pull through. Although the booth was pretty useless? Less than ten minutes and zoom, off the sec ones go into the hall. -.-

Oh, have to admit that NCC's performance was great :) (See this, Brandon, you should be honoured) And also I kinda expected SJAB's drills to be more interesting. But they just kept keblakanging LOL. The other CCA's performance was okay I think? (Except for one that I really couldn't take it) Our performance could rank about 3 I think? Best out of all was really the NCC's rifle drills :)

So, it's been a week and I guess everyone is exhausted. But I kinda think it's only cause of the CCA showcase. Hmmm. Hopefully the rest of this year isn't that bad (Geez, imagine after handover zzzz). Shall go cook some noodles and off I go to tuition. Can anyone please entertain me then, I'm absolutely bored to tears. Literally. :'(

BRANDON TAN JUN WEI HAS HIS SANA BADGE.

2010-01-02T11:30:00.003+08:00

Hahaha, happyyyyyyyyy?!

I spent an emotional New Year's day. Hopefully 2010 won't screw up on me, like seriously. Spent the whole (almost) of New Year's day doing homework. Hurrahrahrah. Feeling really bored and stupid. I'm still stuck at the summary part of my ydbg. Ugh. Horriblez.

To the wonderful people who can comfort and accompany so well, I'm touched like no words can express :)

Now I shall continue with my ydbg and intend to finish it by today. So I can start reading that damned book. Yuck. Entertainment highly needed :(

2009-12-31T11:16:00.002+08:00

So my blog is dead.

Well, the most exciting part of this week had to be Muster Parade I guesssssssss. Corporal rank, finally?! SANA badge (Haha, Brandon you don't have :D), TD Silver, 3rd Class Drill Badge, CSSP Badge. Hohoho eventful.

Orientation training was practically what filled my past two weeks and would be filling next week too. So yeah. Won't really be posting now that next year is approaching. Scary.

Had some Campcraft Competition try-outs between the Sec3s and 4s. Which would mean Sec3s = us. Pegging is the funnest. LOL. I came in second with Staff Jacinth. MeiTing da pro with 9 secs. All thanks to me :) I'm a pro timer and encourager. HAHAHA. Oh well still haven't chosen people for it yet. I think there'd be flagstaff and tent pitching try-outs too. Looking forward but kinda worried cause if I get in the trainings are practically everyday. Hmmm.

Shall go buy lunch.

Happy 2010. :) Won't be posting, I think.

2009-12-27T11:29:00.002+08:00

Damn there's Muster Parade tomorrow. Sigh.

I need to finish my book review (impossible) and my Chem worksheets (manageable) by today no matter what :S

Log cakes are just chocolate cakes shaped into a log. How scheming are bakers.

I like the squad blog. I don't want to wear Full U tomorrow cause I don't/can't polish my boots properly. Ah shuckers.

Watched Sherlock Holmes and Alvin and the Chipmunks 2 yesterday indeed. Both tickets costed 20buckkkkkkkkkks. That's $10/ticket. Revenge for the hardworking :) Watched at Cathay, first movie was at 1 and the second one was at 5.25. Amazing and coolest thing was that we sat at the exact same place, in the exact same theater! Hahhaa. AC2 was kinda popular. All the seats were totally filled. Even to the front. Sadly for us, cause we couldn't qiao jiao like what we did in the first one. Haha. After first movie we went to walk and eat KFC at Plaza Sing. It was raining and hecking cold :( We went to Daiso and bought balloons to play with later on at our Grandparent's house. Water balloons :D (In the end I was the only one out of those 5 balloons we filled to get wet. How lucky. )

I shall go polish boots. Does anyone want to buy me seaweed :(

2009-12-25T13:02:00.004+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS :)

I've finally changed squad blog's skin. And I'm very happy with it hohohohohoho. Now I needa do my work :(

Hopefully I'll be watching Alvin and the Chipmunks 2/Sherlock Holmes with Heather and Teri tomorrow. Yay. I missed Surviving Christmas roar.

2009-12-24T14:38:00.002+08:00

Hmmm this might be a little early for 2009 reflections but hey, why not start early this year :)

Where do I begin...

2009 has been rushed. I don't feel that I've gained much this year other than the report card saying PROMOTED TO SEC3 EXPRESS. So yeah. A whole year of nonsense and schooling sorta just adds up to that phrase.

Friendships this year was only strengthened and some maybe lost towards the ending of the year. Feel kinda hypocritical that it seemed, for me in this case, that different classes meant different friends and all past friendships are gone. Maybe I didn't put in enough effort to maintain and keep a balance. So I won't let it happen again. :)

School no doubt has been stressing and there were definitely ups and downs. Crying at bad results, comforting those who didn't do so well and rejoicing over the great achievements. Not only studies but also CCA has been wearing us all out. Especially now, everyone's working so hard, preparing for the CCA orientation. Be it 10hours, 5hours or even an hour a day, it's still effort being put in. Handover next year is definitely not to joke about. It's like a step forward plus lotsa pressure over our 12 shoulders. That's why we hafta be strong and work together. :)

It's Christmas Eve and I still have unaccomplished tasks and unfufilled wishes. Striving to be a better person next year and a great friend to everyone around. Maybe it's the songs I'm listening to that's giving me all this hope for a better year ahead next year. But anyhow, I'll still put in that extra mile of effort to do what I'm supposed to do.

Relationships strained, friendships destroyed, results deteriorating, they're all part of life. Hopefully a little TLC and a tiny bit of glue would do the trick.

The mind plays tricks, the body follows and we react. Whether it's right or wrong, it's all up to us to decide to even start it. Starters, followers, result.

Is there somebody who still believes in love.

2009-12-22T18:08:00.002+08:00

And now I've decided to kope my Hello Kitty picture from Jasmine :) Oh and the maggi one heh.

"Had a hard time finishing blahz we played zhong ji mi ma to encourage us to eat ha ha ha win = eat, lose = eat. And we got drunk again after that LOL we get drunk on milky stuff and when we’re too full ha ha ha ha. " Quoted from Jasmine's tumblr.

HELLO KITTY FTW. Pui.

2009-12-22T17:59:00.002+08:00

Okay after much consideration I have decided to kope pictures from my sister's blog :) My prev post is still down there k. I shan't type anything hoho.

I doubt this is all but whatever. :) When I'm free I'll post the rest.

2009-12-22T17:54:00.002+08:00

Oh what a dead blog. I'm watching New Moon online again :) Hee.

Will be having training from Monday to Wednesday this week and the next. Fun. I mean it. I'm like super proud of ourselves (the five of us) for accomplishing the whole thing within two days! :D I like the in out thing the most hohoho. As burnt as I may be, I kinda still hope there's more trainings. Hmmm, tomorrow will be all chaotic cause the P6s are going to be here, there, everywhere and every corner of the school. Yuck.

Orientation isn't screwed anymore. Homework is. -.-

2009-12-18T21:44:00.002+08:00

Hello :) Currently in Port Dickson with (most of) my family and my dad's friend's wife and kid. Complicated much. Didn't have time for a goodbye post yesterday. Hahaha. Not that it's really needed :D

Re-did orientation proposal in school initially, then got hungry and went to Eighteen Chefs yumz. Decided that they would come my house. In the end: SiHan & Amanda on my bed laughing and laughing about god knows what, MeiTing emo-ing at a corner with her iPod shuffle hardworkingly doing the proposal. YingLing randomly helping me and arguing about the Diffusion thing. LiXin, hmmm, not sure. Emo-ing at a corner too. Hahhaa. Ended up (sort of) finishing it. Played Spoon and Pig hohoho. YingLing the lagger! Spoon was super fun :D And Eighteen Chefs is the love! ^^v

On the way to the hotel thing, felt really nauseous and stuff. Blah, but in the end it was sorta alright. The hotel place thingum was pretty alright. Pictures shall be up on facebook when I've got time. So far, shopping hasn't been pleasant cause I STILL CAN'T FIND MY BELT ): So yeah. Until I've gotten it, I shall be emo :)

My room is freezing SADZ. Bye and won't be posting too soon!

2009-12-16T15:28:00.002+08:00

Apparently the Sec4s are the ones spamming facebook with PromNight photos so yeah.

Yoshinoya chicken is nice hee. Yumz. I need motivation to do work ): Feel awesomely sleepy. Considering I slept at twoplus and woke up at nine. I guess it's a natural reaction aye. Hmmm. Blogging has become a bore cause of the photos I can't post. Ugh.

Last night I found out how to edit pix on my phone and it's amazing. Hahaha. The emoticons are cute ttm! Heeeee. Plus the flip flip thing is awesome. Hahaha. I think I'm going to take a nice little nap. :)

Last night I realised how I'd be without you.

2009-12-15T22:33:00.002+08:00

Pictureless once again. I doubt I'll ever be able to post those pix. ):

Still left with book review, Chem and book. Ugh. Tuition tomorrow. At least I've finished more than half of all my work ^^v. Thursday going to school for orientation stuffz. Friday going off already. Till Monday when there's training. How lifeless can my life get aye?

Baked chocolate cakes today with my mummy. Best part was the frosting which I tried to smoothen out which phailed. ): Ohwell! Watched Paranormal Entity. Freaky and yet weird?! I thought it was better cause it was more freaky hoho. Imagine waking up to footprints on the ceiling, wth right?!

Shall go watch what's left of Mentalist now :D

2009-12-14T22:59:00.002+08:00

Eeeek, I can't upload photos booz. Shall try again another day. No extensive Hello Kitty collection pictures today then ): I was a Hello Kitty fan. Hahaha. Was.

I've no idea what to say. Hmmm. Can't wait to go on holiday sheesh.

2009-12-13T22:05:00.002+08:00

Three things left, nothing going right. And a million others to settle.

Hafta change the original plan of 24 (was it?) people to 12 people for orientation. Plus, need I mention again, there's only 2 trainings for it?! Gosh. What a disaster. Not to forget we needa do posters by next training. How agonizing isn't it. Plus I'm going to Port Dickson on Friday. I shall bring my 水浒传 there and attempt to read it. Hopefully the place we're staying isn't too horrifyingly creepy such that I would be frigging afraid to stay awake and read.

Jasmine's coming tomorrow again. We'd better do work work work and no slacking or getting drunk hohoho.

2009-12-13T15:41:00.002+08:00

I've now only four things left on my list.

Done with Animal Farm, gosh what an abrupt ending much? Going to find the grammatical errors on advertisements now. Then I'll strike one more thing off.

Buzz off cause no means no.

2009-12-13T01:08:00.005+08:00

Amazing, I've no idea I have this in my laptop.

I really really like this photo heh.

Just decided to post some picturez since my posts have been wordy these days. Hmmm, I'm going to read Animal Farm now. I think I can finish? But it's 1plus am. Thankfully I've no appointments. Otherwise, I'd be late again. Boohoo :( Animal Farm has been interesting, pretty profound for a book with such a dumb name and a stupid cover. Shall take a picture of it and post it soon. (A few words for a whole chuck o' knowledge in return.)

Aircon is good. (Jasmine, first thing [most important thing] on your list :D)

2009-12-12T19:02:00.002+08:00

Yes, it was obviously impossible for me to have 5hours of sleep. Overslept two hours but was late for only half an hour :) Heh heh.

Studied at Expo with Ling today. Feel pretty confident about finishing my work now that I've done my letter already hurrah! Plus I'm at the 22nd page of my pig book :D Hopefully this keeps up. Shall continue doing my work tomorrow and the next day and hopefully, again, till I manage to finish everything! (SEE THIS JASMINE?!?!?!?!?! ONE DAY DOES COUNT! :D)

I didn't know I would be taken so seriously. Haha. Oh well. At least now we've cleared things I guess? Well, I hope :)

That new/old/new/old laptop is really old. How deceiving can people get. Plus it was not totally black. I want a refund. :( Laptops that I get really suck. Shall stick to the trusty ol' non laggy desktops.

2009-12-12T02:04:00.001+08:00

Omgosh, I spent an hour reading crap. It's 2.03am. I'm waking up at 7am tomorrow/today. Is it even possible?!

Night, morning, whatever!

2009-12-12T00:41:00.003+08:00

Trust me I'm not making a fuss out of everything. And no, I don't want a fight. (Incase anyone thought I was starting one lol) I'm just super pissed at the 'accusations'? Like, maybe I sounded mean in the previous post so, sorry but no doubt, that was exactly how I felt. So yeah. I mean just don't make things complicated when it's obviously not? The phone thing was the worst by the way.

It's successfully 12.43am. Peace post maybe?

Nights and really, no offence intended in anyway.